The first day of 2010 has been kind to me.Watching the happiness in each of my lolos face is truly fascinating yet memorable.
One of my lolos,Syazni got married with her beau.Their relationship been thru a lot of topsy-turvy along the road and Alhamdulilllah by watching their solemnization finally give a full stop to it.Yes,the bride & groom are terrifically pretty and gorgeous,no doubt.I was touched looking at Syazni's dad teary while solemnized her and the MIA mom during the peak of solemnization that keeps a thousand questions to us.The mystery solved as she actually hide herself somewhere in a room and appeared once the solemnization by asking me to remind the groom for Solat Sunat.In her face,i saw a thousand explanation to it with her teary eyes.This really make me think twice about going thru as such moment in my life.
Later,we drove ourselves to Jaja's place to visit her as she just gave birth to a very cute baby boy named Mohd Adam.To my surprise apparently Dena was there.She brought her Japanese boyfriend along all the way from Japan for a family meet up sessions for 2 weeks (or so).Finally,i got someone to open up too on my problem.We talked and discussed a lot about the whole complication in the relationship with a Japanese.He introduced me to her beau,Sasao and even reminded me about the ethics and words that i shouldnt utter in front of Daisuke's family which some of it will be very offensive to them.Im really glad that Dena managed to get a religious person to guide Sasao and she offered me the help for Daisuke.Apparently the Japanese convert now is a bilal and he could be the religious teacher & tok kadi for Dena's ceremony.Alhamdulillah,God has make my path easier this time.I've been cracking my head to get a Japanese religious teacher which based locally for D but i failed tremendously.The only person i managed to get is a religious teacher who is a convert via my childhood fren,Fahrol who she used to have the ustaz to guide her newly convert mat salleh husband.Too bad i couldnt spend much time talking about the difficulties of marrying a foreigner with Dena further as she would need to rush to KLIA for her flight back to Japan with Sasao.I really feel envy looking at them coz i know someday i will be like them too.It really reminds me a LOT about D.
D is currently back in his hometown in Kobe for New Year celebration with his family.Apparently his lil bro whom married with a cute baby girl named Rio also will be back from Osaka for a huge family gathering.I dont intend to disturb his precious time with his family as he really needs it but i just cant resists the feeling of missing him.Finally,i received a call from him earlier all the way from Kobe.It really make my day!
I think love already turned me into a possessive insane lover.or just whatchacallit.
I love this man of mine like nobody business and he know the right way to charm me with his antics.
Now,i know whats the REAL meaning on love.Love is truly magic.Insane magic!not even Cyril Takayama!
Especially in a LDR,it makes you even persistence and patience in every steps and minutes that you need to go thru.It means a lot and it helps us to appreciate each other even more.
Frankly,this time around is a no nonsense for me.IM REAL,i really mean it!
If I were given a chance,i would love to leave everything behind in Malaysia and fly to Japan just to be with him.And yeah,Love better make me worth doing it.
And i also know there's so many people are actually opposing my current relationship with so much reason.I do appreciate your concerns but somehow i think its better for all of you to sit down and chill your spine rather than predicting someone's happiness into vain.As easy as all of you know,i seriously DONT GIVE A DAMN.Its my life and im leading it my way.It's my love life and im the one who will be suffering if things happened.I really had enough of "Kali ni sampai bila pulak?" or " Kenapa?dah takde orang Melayu lagi dah ke?" or "Kali ni dia agama apa pulak?" or "Boleh percaya ke?nanti dia mainkan perasaan kau." and etc.Sometimes i just dont understand,this is the typical mindset of our people about having relationship with a foreigner.Mind you not ALL are nasty bastard as you guys been potraying.Kalau betul la semua foreigner tu jahat,abis tu ko ingat laki melayu kita tak jahat? Come on,betul ke boyfriend yang kau mengadap 24 jam tu tak keluar dengan betina lain?Betul ke dia takde skandal kat belakang kau? Man are full of stuffs in their mind.They are capable of doing anything and everything within a glimpse. So jangan nak samakan semua laki macam laki korang ke or fikir laki kau tu bagus sangat.
Tepuk dada,tanya selera.